Grab hold and we'll set sail.

I am really fucked up. My parents care so much about me and I treat them like shit. I get angry whenever my mum asks me anything regarding my studies and I know she’s just being concerned but I just get so irritated. And I regret afterwards. And my friends too. Still confused but I kind of have an idea now about how I must appear to them. For them to act this way. I am trying to change. And again I regret. But there’s no cure for regret. Now I only hope I won’t leave this place behind, with regret. How many wishes do you get everytime you get older? Will it be too much if I asked for everything to be back to normal? Because that’s all I want really. I am damned sure I can take care of the rest. I have the capability too. Just like everyone else.

This year I don’t want any lavish gifts or big parties.I just want a friend back.